Officially DONE with the drama.

Im deadin everyone friends, family, any and every body. I'd rather talk to tons of friendly strangers then be forced to be around a bunch of fake bastards who know me all too well and just want to drag me down or hurt me so fuck who ever dont care much for me cause honestly i dont care much for you either.

To be very honest..

I've never felt this dead inside. I feel like i dont know who i am or who i wanna be and when i try to remember who i was everythings a blur, i feel like time is slowing down but my life is fading just drifting away into the nothingness of a black hole... and i cant help but to be mad at the world and even more mad at myself.

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Love...

Love can be so easy yet so difficult, so obvious yet so complicated, love always has a good and a bad, love will forever be around but misunderstood, thriving but not always living to its full potential. Overall love hurts its confusin and you can never tell if your right or wrong.

Sometimes..

I just get so fuckin pissed off i wanna blow a hole through every bitch in sight, i cnt stand some fuckin people yo. FUCK.

The Brighter Side..

So things seem to be gettin a lil better, im gonna start workin soon and i might actually get out this house sooner then later and i have to make some sacrifices but it'll all be for tha better i guess there is a brighter side after all.

In need of the simple things.

Anger is one of the ugliest things someone could ever feel but its something i feel more often then not it drives me crazy between self problems and the psychos i have to put up with this anger is turning into pure insanity... i dont ask for much just some time to balance out my emotions and to regain some of my sanity every now and then but even the most simple of things become a mission impossible in this house... i need to find a way to escape it all.

Lesson Learned.

Sometimes the best revenge is to be kind, you must forgive yourself, others, and most importantly your enemies because holdin that grudge will only become a bigger burden for yourself and dig that hole of hate deeper until your left with no air so forgive and forget cause for better or worse life goes on.

Growin Up.

Life is FULL of problems, obstacles, and horrible people who will always try to bring you dwn but i've learned you have to send all those bastards to hell and move on so im gonna bring out tha bitch they have all been lookin for and do my own shit and live by my own rules because im growin up so i need to do whats best for me and my future so on that note im makin tha greatest moves of a lifetime and pursuin MY dreams.

Oh so new to this.

i have no idea what im doing so bare with me til i figure it out, lol. Until then follow me on Tumblr. @ sohoodchic.tumblr.com