I have never wanted to hurt someone so fuckin bad

But this bitch is pushin it, she always comin out her fuckin mouth sayin some dumb shit I just wanna fuckin choke her! I hope a fuckin Mac truck takes this bitch and she lands straight in the abyss of hell. Stupid fuckin bitch she really makes me wish i was never fuckin born.

Officially DONE with the drama.

Im deadin everyone friends, family, any and every body. I'd rather talk to tons of friendly strangers then be forced to be around a bunch of fake bastards who know me all too well and just want to drag me down or hurt me so fuck who ever dont care much for me cause honestly i dont care much for you either.

To be very honest..

I've never felt this dead inside. I feel like i dont know who i am or who i wanna be and when i try to remember who i was everythings a blur, i feel like time is slowing down but my life is fading just drifting away into the nothingness of a black hole... and i cant help but to be mad at the world and even more mad at myself.

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Love...

Love can be so easy yet so difficult, so obvious yet so complicated, love always has a good and a bad, love will forever be around but misunderstood, thriving but not always living to its full potential. Overall love hurts its confusin and you can never tell if your right or wrong.

Sometimes..

I just get so fuckin pissed off i wanna blow a hole through every bitch in sight, i cnt stand some fuckin people yo. FUCK.

The Brighter Side..

So things seem to be gettin a lil better, im gonna start workin soon and i might actually get out this house sooner then later and i have to make some sacrifices but it'll all be for tha better i guess there is a brighter side after all.